xSwEetxBlAsPheMyx

I've always been a coward

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Some things have no name

Dear boy I will not use your name anymore. Decades ago, in the small hours, I had a monopoly on it, Flaunted it jealously to the moonlight that blared Through the crack in the curtains To the low murmur of far-away cars And I will not use your name anymore Dear boy I will not think of you anymore. Even of the lazy overhang of your lip when you're sleeping For if I imagined you speaking everyday You would say 'If you were better, you'd be here by now' I will not twist the knife with my own hand And I will not think of you anymore Dear boy I will not write a book like the ones you love so well. Where the could-be and the

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Sleep walker

I find you in the night again. The clashes of the dishes in the sink that Ring through the house are cymbals at the Halle And you are just a child Playing in a sandpit At the sound of my footsteps, cautious approach Your eyes flicker under soft pink lids and from somewhere Deep within your sleep you mutter "I-just-wanted-to-make-it-better" I lead you to your bed, Your soapy-wet hands fumbling themselves dry On striped cotton sleeves. You are guilt wracked, Lady Macbeth You are a field of gold where one hundred black birds crow overhead You are possessed, and perfect Collapsing into bed with a heavy sigh Your lips smile brief

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Ode to Sylvia Plath

the smell of the kitchen floor. six days ago you left a note, and promised the world you would die. your eyes are destiny, i can see the patterns aligning in the stars. there is consecration in the grief. coins flashing last-day sighs, your lips pink and pink against chalky exhaustion. your mind was truth. you left textures in the darkness and the candle flames. linoleum and dried milk and gasoline. beautiful, you thought.

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In distaste. -Edit-

And I wondered why you didn't curl your lips up in distate, when I lit up as you sat down beside me. You with the trendy blonde hair, eye makeup and peach coloured skin. Oh a quick betrayal of everything I had you pinned as, like a moth to a display board, you were just another office girl. So surprised when the ring of words, you slipped so sensuously between your lips, read the same as my addiction's fuel. Of course you smoke the golds, the one's for girls. I smoke the reds, for those of us who just wish death, slightly quicker than the rest. You sat beside me, as we confided silently, two addicts and an easy way out on

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-a fuck load of mirrors- by xSwEetxBlAsPheMyx, literature

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-a fuck load of mirrors-

Intoxication played in my veins but fell victim to self destructed as soon as you started the engine. this is the most delicious side of suicide I could ever have imagined. Collision is already licking his lips in anticipation while the god of tragedy looks to the skies. The wheel screams ' Dance with me' Tonight. and the street lights illuminate our pupils, tunnels bored right into our minds. Nothing to discover but. Blue havoc and Eccentricity. We're about to stop becoming in its tracks. Road side recovery don't care for corpses, hospital beds don't appreciate blooded masses and we're not big fans of life – infection is the last of our wor

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xSwEetxBlAsPheMyx

Nov 4, 2008

Coming up.....

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Hey guys, If anyone is actually out there that is...i think i have been neglecting dA somewhat and now it seems to be neglecting me! I've been having a bit of trouble writing recently, mainly because i have a tendency to compare everything i write to anything from Beckett to Placebo and always find it to be lacking... But i do love to write and so im going to start putting up some new stuff, slowly so as not to flood your inboxes too much! Please please take a peek and say something positive/ constructive if you have time. Much love Emily xxxxx

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xSwEetxBlAsPheMyx

Jul 15, 2008

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dislike this new lay out. and should really post some of my new poetry soon, maybe. love x

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xSwEetxBlAsPheMyx

Jun 24, 2008

wow

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wowowowowowowowowow i think i may be one of the happiest people in the whole world... just a few words from him make me feel the summer right to my core how disgustingly mushy hope all is well with my favourite deviants much love X